it actually snowed in cork dis mornin...(it's really3 rare)
n surprise2, i totally missed da whole 30 minutes of it!!(i was doin a much more important thing, of coz = sleepin...
)
i was safe n cozy in my bed, making sure i had my compulsory 8 hours of sleep, oblivious 2 da whole surrounding...
n dat's probably da whole problem...(dis is where i get philosophical. fasten ur seatbelts. hehe...)
we feel so safe in our so-called comfort zone(in dis case, my bed) dat we refuse 2 move an inch.
so, we miss out on da great experiences dat our life has 2 offer....
we don't anticipate it, so we don't even try 2 get it.
if it happens, it happens.... we keep tellin ourselves.
yeah, n maybe if we didn't know bout all da experiences we are capable 2 encounter, it won't hurt us.
but, deep down inside, u know u're missin out on a possibly great thing.
but, we're juz either too lazy or too scared 2 move away from surroundings we're familiar with.
we're too scared 2 step in2 territories we don't actually know bout.
afraid of taking risks...
so, we stay in our comfort zone. hoping dat our life turns out great, without even doin anything...
so there i stayed in my bed...
finally waking up, after 8 hours, n hearin my frends tell me dat they juz experienced a really great thing.
of coz i don't regret sleepin.
and i don't think i'm missin much... i've seen snow b4...
but, one experience is not da same as da other...
so yes, i do wish dat it'd snow again 2morrow.
and
i do wish dat maybe 4 sum reason, i didn't stay up late last nite
watchin 'Alexandria'(i had 2 really cncentrate 2 understand da
language. no wonder, i totally passed out after watchin it... 2 much
energy used. haha...)
and if i didn't watch it n slept early last nite, i'd probably had woken up earlier.
n i'd have experienced my 1st snow ere in cork.
but, i didn't get 2 watch it
bcoz i didn't sleep early...
bcoz i didn't wake up...
n
it would be too bad dat i have 2 say; "oh yeah, it snowed a lil in
cork. my frends said it was really great" instead of; "yeah, it snowed
for like 30 majestic minutes and i actually went outside n tasted it!"
but, it already happened.
n i can't possibly turn back time(duh..)
so, the only thing i can do now is hope dat i'd be able to experience snow in cork.
if i'm lucky, maybe 2morrow, maybe next year... i dunno.
*by
dis time, it's already evident dat i'm talkin bout a bigger underlying
issue than me not being able 2 watch da snow(interpretation of dis
entry is really up 2 ur imagination=P)
quoting from my fav song rite now:
Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming
so, final words: let's WAKE UP!!!
coz life is 4 livin, n it would be such a waste 2 let it all pass!!
